I have no idea what I'm doing. I work at a grocery store, and full-time blogging seems ridiculous to me. Probably just because I am jealous that I can't be pretend employed too.
I woke up so hopeful and full of possibilities.
It was very disappointing. If instagram taught me anything, it was that all you need is a cute coffee mug full of caffeine to be a successful blogger. BUT IT WASN'T WORKING.
By this point, I was really losing my fucking mind. I had watched a million useless youtube videos. Read and reread photoshop help queries (should be called 'Photoshop DUMB BUTT') and none of them made sense. I was starting to feel like the computer was taunting me. It knew I was weak and weary.
I was losing faith in myself...
But then I said "NO! YOU AREN'T SMARTER THAN ME COMPUTER!" But it was.
I couldn't let this thing belittle me any longer. I had been sitting at the computer for HOURS. My back hurt, I was cooking up an odor from sitting in one place all day and not showering, and there was a film growing on my teeth from not brushing. I had given this shitty blog my life (or my whole day). And then finally...
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